There once was ...

There once was a girl they called Lama(Though I've heard that her real name was Anna)She's silly and sweet,And her friendship's a treatHappy Birthday to Anna the Lama!!!

Gah!I wa...

Gah!I was just at the grocery store where I used to work - and I saw this guy I used to work with. His name is Chris.He's really hot. And he's nice, and funny, and has blue eyes. And he drives a cool old Mustang. And he's REALLY hot.I had the hugest crush on him when I worked there, and I still apparently do. How is it possible I haven't seen him in five years, yet we still remember each other like it was yesterday?I wanted to ask him for coffee. For all I know he could be married, but...I really wanted to. Damnit, I should have. Why am I such a total wimp???Dammit, I want a boy.*sigh*

I'd like som...

I'd like someone to love me, please.Forever would be fine, but I'll take what I can get.Any volunteers?

A poem, writt...

A poem, written a long time ago by a friend, which seems somewhat appropriate now...It's true.Worlds can end.All it takes is once angry word,or a frustrated silence,or even just the decay of love.the love itself never ends,only its inherent joy,and its burning sense of peace.All you can do issit and watch itfly awaylike smoke from a dead,coldcandle wick.It's true.Worlds can end.Mine did.Copyright R.J.N., 1996.

It's...

It's amazing the things that really hit home to you when a tragedy strikes...I didn't know him. But god, he was only 20!! One daye after his 20th birthday. WHY???? For fuck's sake, why???

I found my friend....

I found my friend.Even if he is an asshole, I'm soo relieved.Thank you God, for letting him be alive, so I can hate him on my own time.

Fuck fu...

Fuck fuck fuckI can't believe what has happenedAnd I can't find one of my friends...who may have been flying Boston to LA today. Fuck. Fuckfuckfuck.To any of the rest of you who'v lost someone, or who are still waiting...my thoughts are with you.And those fuckers better pay.